It's me. Time and time again hard to leave.

[drpepperwood]

I wish you all good luck on the chase.  I have come to terms that the valuable precious time and investment to do such a search is infinite in time.  The poem is infinite.  Time is priceless.  I feel that time-space is at sleep with the chase.  To much infinite fastness slips away and the only riches in life are the treasures of one's life well spent.

I truly believe IMO the treasure chest will never be found because of time and space.

Good luck and be safe.

P.S.  Don't spend over whelming time on the computer...the chase wasn't meant to be sitting down for hours day in and out.  Be true to self and don't deny it.  One of FF's back fires.  And FF will not answer anyone's emails just the small group of the beginners.  So for the newbies don't expect much.  Put a budget and time on your chase.  Having enough money is better than a lot of money.

formerly,

TracyH
Gudynuf
 

[heidini]

Jul 20, 2018 10:23:39 GMT -5 drpepperwood said:

I wish you all good luck on the chase.  I have come to terms that the valuable precious time and investment to do such a search is infinite in time.  The poem is infinite.  Time is priceless.  I feel that time-space is at sleep with the chase.  To much infinite fastness slips away and the only riches in life are the treasures of one's life well spent.

I truly believe IMO the treasure chest will never be found because of time and space.

Good luck and be safe.

P.S.  Don't spend over whelming time on the computer...the chase wasn't meant to be sitting down for hours day in and out.  Be true to self and don't deny it.  One of FF's back fires.  And FF will not answer anyone's emails just the small group of the beginners.  So for the newbies don't expect much.  Put a budget and time on your chase.  Having enough money is better than a lot of money.

formerly,

TracyH
Gudynuf
 

Maybe you can just lurk from time to time. Many things can happen. July and August are prime search times.

[drpepperwood]

Thank you Heidini,

Why is it so hard to leave? I keep getting drawn back into the chase. I keep telling myself to leave because it's to time consuming. It takes away from my other daily routines. When I am away then I

miss the chase and all the exciting activity that seekers are updating. Maybe that's just it "become a lurker and just be updated on seekers great findings". Discipline is so hard with the chase. It

becomes an obsession. Or is this just my calling? Is there an outside energy force pushing me towards the chase because maybe I am here to help another? I wonder what FF would say? Addiction? Do I

need a 10 step program? 1. We admitted we were powerless over TTOTC–that our lives had become unmanageable. Maybe that's just what I need to do. 2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves

could restore us to sanity...

...Rambling along....

There are some here that have been searching from the beginning and it's been like seven years are more for them. Why haven't they found the TC yet??? Like Jenny, Dale and others??? Has one of them

already found the TC but want to keep the spirit of the chase alive? Is the Chase all about money? And for one to dream of riches if they just had a million dollars plus. They could live comfortable

through out their lives without worrying about money? I do admit that it would be nice but I don't need it. I don't need to change my life and my families. I have worked hard already to build the life I

have now. I feel very sad for the seekers who lost their lives and those families who miss their loved ones.



The riches man or women in the world could find the TC without complications. They can hire whole teams! If I was one of those lottery winners I would spend my time doing just that to find answers to the

mysteries poem. Maybe I just don't understand Chase and it's real meaning? Maybe it's like the book "Five People you meet in Heaven" IDK.

[drpepperwood]

...another note... I am just waiting to hear about another seeker or seekers who are going to put themselves in danger or lose their lives. I don't mean to say that in a bad way; it's just bound to happen again. Sad face.

They are going to become another * on the wall of time and forgotten.



I think I will write a book!  And dedicate it too all those who lost their lives and are going to lose their lives.  A book that would make a fundraiser for the families.  I know it can't bring them back but at least they will be remembered.

[mikemarcum879]

Jul 21, 2018 9:06:47 GMT -5 drpepperwood said:

Thank you Heidini,

Why is it so hard to leave? I keep getting drawn back into the chase. I keep telling myself to leave because it's to time consuming. It takes away from my other daily routines. When I am away then I

miss the chase and all the exciting activity that seekers are updating. Maybe that's just it "become a lurker and just be updated on seekers great findings". Discipline is so hard with the chase. It

becomes an obsession. Or is this just my calling? Is there an outside energy force pushing me towards the chase because maybe I am here to help another? I wonder what FF would say? Addiction? Do I

need a 10 step program? 1. We admitted we were powerless over TTOTC–that our lives had become unmanageable. Maybe that's just what I need to do. 2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves

could restore us to sanity...

...Rambling along....

There are some here that have been searching from the beginning and it's been like seven years are more for them. Why haven't they found the TC yet??? Like Jenny, Dale and others??? Has one of them

already found the TC but want to keep the spirit of the chase alive? Is the Chase all about money? And for one to dream of riches if they just had a million dollars plus. They could live comfortable

through out their lives without worrying about money? I do admit that it would be nice but I don't need it. I don't need to change my life and my families. I have worked hard already to build the life I

have now. I feel very sad for the seekers who lost their lives and those families who miss their loved ones.



The riches man or women in the world could find the TC without complications. They can hire whole teams! If I was one of those lottery winners I would spend my time doing just that to find answers to the

mysteries poem. Maybe I just don't understand Chase and it's real meaning? Maybe it's like the book "Five People you meet in Heaven" IDK.

We will feed on hope within are addiction in TTOTC.

[heidini]

Jul 21, 2018 9:06:47 GMT -5 drpepperwood said:

Thank you Heidini,

Why is it so hard to leave? I keep getting drawn back into the chase. I keep telling myself to leave because it's to time consuming. It takes away from my other daily routines. When I am away then I

miss the chase and all the exciting activity that seekers are updating. Maybe that's just it "become a lurker and just be updated on seekers great findings". Discipline is so hard with the chase. It

becomes an obsession. Or is this just my calling? Is there an outside energy force pushing me towards the chase because maybe I am here to help another? I wonder what FF would say? Addiction? Do I

need a 10 step program? 1. We admitted we were powerless over TTOTC–that our lives had become unmanageable. Maybe that's just what I need to do. 2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves

could restore us to sanity...

...Rambling along....

There are some here that have been searching from the beginning and it's been like seven years are more for them. Why haven't they found the TC yet??? Like Jenny, Dale and others??? Has one of them

already found the TC but want to keep the spirit of the chase alive? Is the Chase all about money? And for one to dream of riches if they just had a million dollars plus. They could live comfortable

through out their lives without worrying about money? I do admit that it would be nice but I don't need it. I don't need to change my life and my families. I have worked hard already to build the life I

have now. I feel very sad for the seekers who lost their lives and those families who miss their loved ones.



The riches man or women in the world could find the TC without complications. They can hire whole teams! If I was one of those lottery winners I would spend my time doing just that to find answers to the

mysteries poem. Maybe I just don't understand Chase and it's real meaning? Maybe it's like the book "Five People you meet in Heaven" IDK.

Irony. I was thinking of the other Mitch albom book. First phone call from Heaven.